Maybe someday it will hurt a little less. Maybe someday those memories won’t play on a loop in your mind.
Maybe one day, you won’t remember it so vividly.
Maybe one day you will stop wondering what you could have done differently.
You will stop blaming yourself. You won’t think if it/them everyday.
Then suddenly, one day when you might be walking down the street, or just having a meal with your friends, something might happen. Some tune playing some where, some smell, some one’s smile, the color of some one’s shirt, or some old picture, and then you will think of it/them again.
And you will wonder if they think of you too. But you already know the answer to that don’t you?
Still you will convince yourself that it is in fact a good thing, that you can put the past behind you.
But a part of you always wonders if it’s a good thing or bad that you’ve forgotten what used to be an important part of your life.
Maybe it will never be fine.
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